Beautiful, Beautiful Butterfly!

Hey Y'all! Today I woke up in a little fog. I'm wondering what's up and why it just won't go away. I was awake for 1-2 hours and had to go lay down. I took a 1.5 hr nap. I then was up got myself ready and we went into town for a little while. After the second store I started to feel awful in my stomach. Oh and another thing the heat here makes me want to pass out, mostly because my core temp is already sky high! Thank goodness I don't have a history of fainting! I called the nurse yesterday and asked about continueing to stay on hydroxychloroquine (plaquenil). She returned my call today and said "that they want me to stay on it two more weeks to see if the side affects subside." That would not be my first choice, I just want to be off of it! It's making me lose my hair, like some people lose their marbles. Okay maybe not that much but I can definitely tell a difference. It is thinning out. :( My hair oh my beautiful thick hair. This morning while I was resting I was thinking about something that I wrote awhile back. It was about a butterfly. The process is really something. A caterpillar spins itself a cocoon and has to stay in it for weeks to months depending on the species. Then through all that waiting, staying, eduring it becomes a beautiful, beautiful butterfly! I love butterflies, they make me think of new life! As I GO THROUGH each and everyday of this, I think about exactly that. It's a proccess, a trial, a tunnel. Sometimes we can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, but we have to trust that it is there. We have to trust that when we get THROUGH it we will be that new life!!!

Somethings I've been reading are :
http://www.sixwise.com/newsletters/05/10/26/14-fruits-and-vegetables-that-provide-the-best-protection-against-arthritis.htm
&
http://naturalfoodsmerchandiser.com/tabId/66/itemId/3096/Spicing-up-health-with-capsaicin.aspx

That's all for now, Mallory