Fear Not Little Sparrow!

OUCH! Today has been a hard day. As I mentioned we had a full house. My little baby nephew actually ended up in my twin bed last night. It was sweet, but it was hard for me to sleep. So today I was a zombie, very tired. Also for some reason I am really sore. So much so that it is difficult for me to do much of anything. Sometimes just trying to find relief can be frustrating. I'm kind of starting to wonder if I'm becoming immune to my pain medicine,Tramadol which I take two 50 mg tablets 3x a day for my back pain. On September 30th I have a follow up appointment with my Neurologist. I'm hoping to get something stronger for the pain. I would also like to get some labs done and schedule another MRI. I'm kind of wondering how I should begin telling my story. I know that I would like to continue sharing about my day to day experience of how both Acute Transverse Myelitis and Lupus are affecting my body. I'm believing for negative test results y'all! God has shown me glimpses of what he has in store for my future. Knowing some of them has got me holding onto the hope that complete healing is in store!!! I know that He is Jehovah Rapha my Healer! My younger bro told me today that God cares about us being free from our sin as much as he does our sickness. He is a caring, forgiving, big God that watches over the sparrow. He is Jehovah Jireh our Provider!

Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. Mathew 10: 29-31