Hey, so I've kind of fallen off of the band wagon of blogging everyday. I'm okay with that and I think many of you may be as well. Today I'm gonna go write a bit about yesterday and who knows what else. I woke up yesterday with quite a bit of pain in my lower back. I had stayed up late the night before watching my niece and nephew. That are full of energy! : ) We had a great time bonding together! It was super cute, I was praying for my niece who is four. I prayed that God would protect her at daycare and preschool. That He would protect and guard her eyes, ears, mind and heart. She was shaking her head as I was praying saying "yes." As I was finishing she said " My heart is beeping from God!" How precious is that!! : ) Anyways, I stayed up late at least till 1 o'clock. What was I thinking? Then I was up at 8 o'clock with my nephew!! : ) I went home around 10 o'clock crawled back in bed for an hour or two, got up and went to physical therapy. I had a different therapist again. Instead of doing ultra sound therapy or graston tools they did some different kind of manipulation of the muscles by applying pressure to the area. They told me that I was quite out of whack. In some people's opinion I should go back to a chiropractor. I don't know it might not be a bad idea, but after all that has happened I'm kind of leery. I also don't want to mess up anything that the physical therapists have done for me. I was totally fine all day emotionally, then all of the sudden out of no where, I wanted to punch something. Why? I have no idea! My meds? I supposed that could be a possibility, but if they weren't safe why would my Dr. let me be on them for so long? That being said that rest of my day was a tough one. I was waiting for a breakthrough with something. Wanting to get something sold. That's been kind of slow this week unfortunately. Then as it is getting colder it will become impossible to live in a camper. The pipes will freeze, and we can't have that. So, we are trying to decide and figure out where we might live. ugh! Oh well! Anyways, my day ended in tears over everything that is going on in my body, and in my life. I really seem to handle it well. I mean if you ask me how I am doing I am going to be honest with you and let you know where I am at with pain and fatigue. I will let you know what the doctors say and what the prognosis is. So, I think that I am entitled to a tearful bout of waterworks to clear my system and release some feelings. Then hopefully feel better right?!? I didn't sleep well last night, had a interesting dream that I need to talk to my brother about if I can remember. Maybe he can give me some insight on it. I was up at 8 o'clock we drove to my aunts an hour away and I slept the whole way. we got to my aunts and I slept another two hours. Sometimes, okay most times it amazes me how much sleep my body needs and how tired I get. Crazy! Okay well I think I'm gonna go take another nap. HA HA! Who knows! I was doing my stretches today and woah am I tight and sore. I hope what they did will be a step into progress. I've been going to physical therapy for like 5-6 months. They say that people usually go 2 months and 3 months is pushing it. I was saying that it seems like a really long time to be here then they assured me that for what happened it was just fine. They're happy with the progress that we are making and expect for us to be coming to an end hopefully sooner than later!
Peace, ^^ @ !! () R `:"
When Jesus heard this, he told them, "Healthy people don't need a doctor--sick people do. I have come to call not those who think they are righteous, but those who know they are sinners." Mark 2:17
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