2012 : New Beginnings...........compelled to write again

I can't promise much. As I think about this last year and all that's been done in my heart and mind I am reminded of the proccess.......The Lord enjoys it........even when Im kicking and screaming He sees my heart in the matter. Last night for some reason I wanted to come on here and look at all I had wrote it's been probably a year since I've read these entries and made myblog private thinking I would continue to write for myself and not so everyone would be looking in on me. well that didnt happen and we didn't get very far. This morning when I woke up my back was hurting a good bit. I kind of get sick of saying that! Then I become very greatful that I don't need help getting out of bed in the morning, that when I touch my feet on the cold cement floor.....I can actually feel it and tell u it's cold where before I couldn't differentiate hot and cold very well. And as I stand up not wobbly like before and not falling after a couple steps, I get to the steps and thank The Lord that I can walk today! Then I thank the Lord that I don't have a catheter!! I'm so grateful! Lord, though my eyes don't always see thanks for how far u brought me!! Thank u that I can go outside and don't have to be confined to my bed AMEN and AMEN!!  I have a lot more that I want to get in here and my plan is to eventually just copy and paste from word what I journaled while I was in the hospital in 2010. I know I wanna also share about this last year which was a very interesting, challenging, amazing, life changing, stretching, learning,growing, time where u find out that ur weak love Jesus will never deny.  Also where I'm at now will play a part. I can't promise u anything, but I know the one who can His name is Jesus. He is quite the guy healing my heart,my body,my mind.......as i comply. #forHisglory