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Thursday, January 5, 2012

Heart Surgery: The Operation

Hey y'all I've entered the southern hemisphere. I went to bed at 2:30 am and got up at 9, ran some errands got back in the vehicle and slept for another hour, another stop a little coffee, then another nap. I felt similar to how I did back in the days I was on meds, waking up in a fog I couldn't get out of. I was impatient, aggravated, feverish, and nauseas. Sounds like fun don't it. Anyways I would like to ask for your prayers. One cause I need healing in my body, I'd say that's a given. Secondly just to cover me and plead the blood of Jesus over me as I'm being open to what the Lord is doing in and through me with this. I would definitely appreciate it! :)

Fitn : 4/27/11
I started to ask God how I could trust Him and be mad at Him at the same time. I didn't realize that the hurt in my heart was towards Him. The last thing I wanted to do was blame Him, He had brought me so far. I thought I should be thankful, but there was resentment in my heart. Then I asked the Lord to forgive me for having offense. I wondered how it worked it's way in. Because as far as I knew I put my hope and trust in Him. It so subtly worked it's way in past all the beliefs I was clinging to. I guess the offense would be called the "not protecting me from sickness offense." Ugh, I hate the devil! & sickness!

Fitn: 5/5/11
Lord thank you that u loved me so much that u allowed sickness and pain to come upon me. That u are calling me out of my brokenness and giving me beauty for ashes, and joy for mourning.

#forHisname
#forHisFame


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