Two years ago today April 11th 2010 I was admitted into the hospital for a week. And I just want the pain to go away both physically and emotionally. I just want to indulge in something that will mask my pain that will take me to a place of comfort. I took a walk just to get some air okay the main intention of the walk was to go get some chocolate. It about broke my teeth (experation date 2011), not the only thing that feels broken right about now. Lord I know that only you can heal this hurt, this pain. I know that I must forgive so that I can truly live. I don't understand why today being just like any other day hurts so much to face. The wounds are all too fresh and I don't know if I can say the scab has completely formed, definitely no scar tissue yet. Which is kind of like my skin when it gets cut it takes forever to heal and even the tiniest of scratches leave a scar. The memories remain.
"But I Have Raised You Up For This Very Purpopse, That I Might Show You My Power, And That My Name May Be Proclaimed In All The Earth." EXODUS 9:16
"But I Have Raised You Up For This Very Purpopse, That I Might Show You My Power, And That My Name May Be Proclaimed In All The Earth." EXODUS 9:16
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