Grateful for another year!

Written Nov. 20th 2013
Craziness tomorrow is my 27th birthday. The past couple of years couldn't feel more real and like a complete blur at the same time. Where did that time go? In ways it seems like it just slipped through my hands, but I know it's all a part of your plan. I believe that you are the God of restoration. You are faithful and true! You are not a man that you should lie. You will restore the years that the locust have eaten, because all your promises are yes and amen! So, I hold onto hope that you will complete every good work that you have started! May the latter far exceed the former in health, joy, blessings, love, peace, energy, and just living to the fullness, because you really only do live once - no regrets - make the most of what you have. Don't hold yourself to unrealistic time frames. There is no such thing as normal or should be's just a good shepherd leading His beloved ones in His perfect will and timing for their lives. His plan for you is good! He has all your days in His hands. Find rest in knowing that He knows your rising up & your sitting down. He delights in you. He sings & dances over you! You are His favorite one! He sees your willing heart, and your weak yes and it overwhelms Him! His heart is yours, all yours! He holds back no love from you! He is for you and not against you! He wants to get the the heart of the matter. He needs you to believe His love for you is unbroken, untainted, and unhindered but complete and full in every way. It's more real than anything you could taste, smell, see, hear or feel. He longs to break every chain, and heal every hurt and pain you have both physically and in the deepest depths of your heart! He is a just judge and He will avenge the elect! Jehovah Rapha is who He is; the great physician! It's in His heart to heal! He is merciful and full of compassion. He is a zealous jealous God!! He will stretch out his mighty right hand of power and authority and make all the wrong things right! He is warring on your behalf! He is actively fighting for you! You are worth His effort, you are worth His time. He gave it all, he surrendered everything, he laid it all down so that you could be whole! He weeps with you, you are not alone. He hates seeing His beautiful bride suffering. He will avenge you! He will hold you, comfort you, and give you peace! He will give you supernatural grace until He bring forth divine health! I mourn now over that which was lost, real tear falling from these eyes mark the pages that tell the story of a trophy of His mercy raised up as a showcase of His glory a testimony of who He is! We die to live! I'm branded by glory. It's not in vain that I've walked this road. He will give us double for our trouble!! Amen!