Jehovah Rapha Come; Make Yourself Known!

So, recently I've noticed that I become agitated very easily and don't have very much patience for things. I got my prescription for Tramadol filled a couple days ago and read the side affects,which I haven't done since I started taking it. So, it's been awhile. It of course had a long list of side affects but one specifically that it listed was agitation. I was like yay obviously that is what is bothering me. Have you ever been snowed in, I mean actually snowed in for a couple days? Well, I have been at my Grandma's before with my mom and brother. It was for about three days longer than we intended on staying there. My brother and I were getting so restless that my mom made us do laps outside around the house. ha ha! Anyways, the feeling that I'm having inside my body is like being snowed in. I know it's kind of a weird comparison, but tis the season. I randomly want to kick, scream or punch something. I try to help myself and sometimes crying or talking about it really helps. ha ha! I am still in pain so, I know it's not time to wean off of tramadol yet, however badly I don't want to be on medication, I've realized that there is a time and a place for it in some occasions. Today was my last day of Physical Therapy. I was discharged after being there since May, so about seven months. Wow that's a long time. It's been a journey. So, as she told me that this was it she said "you look nervous." I said that I was and started to cry. It's been a long road and they've been there and I've gotten to know them. I guess if they feel confident with where I am at I am content with that. They said that the best thing that I can do for myself is to keep up my stretches and exercises. I know that I want to continually get stronger and healthier so, I believe that I will do that for myself!!